I just Can't STOP

Ada ke semalam tu esok. Mestila semalam tu da berlalu. Apala, tajuk entry yg ntah hape2. Alhamdulillah, akhirnya sy dpt mengecapi hari yg dinantikan. Hari ini adalah "the day after tomorrow" utk sy. Alhamdulillah, masih lagi dihidupkan pd hari ini. Dapatla rasa hidup di hari ini. Thank you Allah for everything.

Hari ni ada lg presentation FYP. Buat kwn2 yg presentation hari ni, good luck ye. Sorry xdpt tgk presentation korang smua. Sy doakn dlm klas CompTia Network+ ye. Skang ni tgl tgu hari nk exam CompTia Network+ je. Oh ye, esok kan da start cuti Raya Haji. Slamat Hari Raya semua...

Alhamdulillah...everything is under control. I'm done with my FYP presentation. Nothing to worry anymore. From this point, I can sleep tightly and happily (maybe). Second group of presentations is good to me since not so many people in the conference room. The problem is just before the presentation, my palms are cold and sweaty. A little bit afraid (maybe) of the question from the examiner.

After the presentation, I feel so so so__________________(you can think the only good thing). The warmth coming inside me. Then, my friends and I are going to eat at Soul Garden, eating Korean food.

Yeah! I'm waiting for the day after tomorrow. Tomorrow is my FYP presentation. And frankly speaking I feel not afraid and not so nervous. Why? I don't know. May be Allah have given me strength and calmness, alhamdulillah. Nothing can do if I am nervous...cannot speak loudly, need a piece of paper to look at during the presentation, no eye contact, and etc. May Allah help us tomorrow.

Wow...apakah ini? Nampaknya sy sudah wat kesalahan dgn melawati illegal websites... Oh no! Mn ada, ok. Masalahnya sy sdg mencari tutorial utk C# tp bila sy plih slah 1 result dr Incik Google, inilah yg kluar. Okey...illegal ke website yg ada tutorial? Bukan ke itu satu ilmu? Uh~ may be sbb ada advertisement 'terlampau' koot kt dlm website tu. Tp, sy btol2 nk tgk website tu sbb keywords sy byk kuar kt website tu. Kalo nk gak, knala antar emel kt spt yg tertera kan. Erm, msalahnya sy nk tutorial tu mlm td, nk tgu diorg balas emel tu, entah bila la kan bole dpt jawapan...sepertinya mahu menyanyi lagu "Menanti Sebuah Jawaban" walaupn lagu tu xde kna mengena ngn masalah sy nih.

Yg bestnya skang ni, da byk kali koot dpt warning cam ni. Ekeke...sbr kn je la. 1st time dpt mmg agak takot gak la sbb dlm hati kata..."Sy x bersalah. Mn ade nk bukak website porno. Huhu, xsalah xsalah...tlglah". Pastu, da lama2 n da byk kali dpt warning cam ni, rsanya cam da terbiasa da. Xde da prasaan takooot tu. Hanya mampu berdiam diri n agak kiciwa bila xdpt nk buka website yg kita nk. Hahah...xpe2...sabar ye. Setiap apa yg berlaku kan ada hikmahnya. Kot kot la kan kt website tu sebnanya xmembantu langsung utk pelajaran kita. Siapa tahu? Allah lg tau la...

Msa nih, Teacher Habsah sruh tulis cam ni kat cover buku Grammar nih. "Plz yea my beloved student, my name must be correct"...Sy xlupe ni sbb sy da kna terbalikan sampul putih ni sbb da salah tulis nama teacher...patutla berulang2 dia sbut perkataan td bila dia lalu sblah sy...

See...I always make mistake even my teacher give the correct answer for this 'fill in the blank' exercise. See again yea...my writing...tulisan bulat2...ekeke...ni la tulisan baru pandai pkai pen. Form 1 n Form 2 sy sorg je yg pkai pensel 2B bila menulis. Tapi msa Form 3, Teacher Habsah force me to write with pen...

Cop...bila kna minta tandatangan parents ni, agak payahla bg sy kaaan... Maklumla byk merah2 dlm buku sy nih. Ayah lak suke belek2 buku sy. Pastu sy pon pasang la plan jahat...ops plan budak nakal. Sy ckp kt ayah..."ayah, nk minta t/tgn utk cop guru besar...lupe nk bg ayah tanda mlm td"...Ayah yg tgh nk cpt2 g keje trus je sign...huh...legaaaa~

Can u see?...tgklah ni buku sy. Xsempat nk abis Form 3, sy da conteng2 bku ni. Terror x sy?... Org lain xbrani weyh wat cam ni. Bila dingat2 balik, menyesal lak perangai yg nakal sket2 nih.. Nasib xkena mrah ngn Teacher Habsah...
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