I just Can't STOP

I'm playing cool man!

Ahakz...soklan yg menjadi fevret kengkawan sjak akhir2 ni : da dpt tmpt praktikal? Mestilah jawapan sy "blom lg". Blom rezki lg sebnanya. Xrisau ke xdpt tmpt lg? Erm, camne nk ckp ek. Ha, sy risau kalo xdpt balik kg je. Kalo tmpt praktikal tu, xde rs risau sgt la kot. May b sbb sy fkir...kalo ada rezki, insyaAllah ia akn dtg. Yg penting sy kna berusaha.

Terasa diri ini paling cool pd waktu2 sebegini....kwn2 dok risau xdpt tempt prac, tp sy leh wat biasa2 je. Tp, sy btol2 terima kasih pd kawan2 yg bg list company bru kt sy. I really appreciate this (thumbs up and great big hug to u my dear friend).

Suddenly I think about this question...Am I playing cool? Really?

May be my mind is just thinking about my beloved family rite now. And I thought that I want to go for practical next year on January. The beginning of 2010...with new life...new mission...and new bla bla bla bla...

Ada ke semalam tu esok. Mestila semalam tu da berlalu. Apala, tajuk entry yg ntah hape2. Alhamdulillah, akhirnya sy dpt mengecapi hari yg dinantikan. Hari ini adalah "the day after tomorrow" utk sy. Alhamdulillah, masih lagi dihidupkan pd hari ini. Dapatla rasa hidup di hari ini. Thank you Allah for everything.

Hari ni ada lg presentation FYP. Buat kwn2 yg presentation hari ni, good luck ye. Sorry xdpt tgk presentation korang smua. Sy doakn dlm klas CompTia Network+ ye. Skang ni tgl tgu hari nk exam CompTia Network+ je. Oh ye, esok kan da start cuti Raya Haji. Slamat Hari Raya semua...

Alhamdulillah...everything is under control. I'm done with my FYP presentation. Nothing to worry anymore. From this point, I can sleep tightly and happily (maybe). Second group of presentations is good to me since not so many people in the conference room. The problem is just before the presentation, my palms are cold and sweaty. A little bit afraid (maybe) of the question from the examiner.

After the presentation, I feel so so so__________________(you can think the only good thing). The warmth coming inside me. Then, my friends and I are going to eat at Soul Garden, eating Korean food.

Yeah! I'm waiting for the day after tomorrow. Tomorrow is my FYP presentation. And frankly speaking I feel not afraid and not so nervous. Why? I don't know. May be Allah have given me strength and calmness, alhamdulillah. Nothing can do if I am nervous...cannot speak loudly, need a piece of paper to look at during the presentation, no eye contact, and etc. May Allah help us tomorrow.

Wow...apakah ini? Nampaknya sy sudah wat kesalahan dgn melawati illegal websites... Oh no! Mn ada, ok. Masalahnya sy sdg mencari tutorial utk C# tp bila sy plih slah 1 result dr Incik Google, inilah yg kluar. Okey...illegal ke website yg ada tutorial? Bukan ke itu satu ilmu? Uh~ may be sbb ada advertisement 'terlampau' koot kt dlm website tu. Tp, sy btol2 nk tgk website tu sbb keywords sy byk kuar kt website tu. Kalo nk gak, knala antar emel kt spt yg tertera kan. Erm, msalahnya sy nk tutorial tu mlm td, nk tgu diorg balas emel tu, entah bila la kan bole dpt jawapan...sepertinya mahu menyanyi lagu "Menanti Sebuah Jawaban" walaupn lagu tu xde kna mengena ngn masalah sy nih.

Yg bestnya skang ni, da byk kali koot dpt warning cam ni. Ekeke...sbr kn je la. 1st time dpt mmg agak takot gak la sbb dlm hati kata..."Sy x bersalah. Mn ade nk bukak website porno. Huhu, xsalah xsalah...tlglah". Pastu, da lama2 n da byk kali dpt warning cam ni, rsanya cam da terbiasa da. Xde da prasaan takooot tu. Hanya mampu berdiam diri n agak kiciwa bila xdpt nk buka website yg kita nk. Hahah...xpe2...sabar ye. Setiap apa yg berlaku kan ada hikmahnya. Kot kot la kan kt website tu sebnanya xmembantu langsung utk pelajaran kita. Siapa tahu? Allah lg tau la...