Sunday comes again. As usual, I am alone again in my room. Huarggh. I hate the time when I am alone in the room. It is like I have nothing to do.. Actually, I can read something about my subject or some other materials. But, for me, eventhough I am alone in room, my heart is not feeling well on reading. Don't know why.

Just get rest and playing with my compact camera. Dreaming about to buy new camera...Nikon DSLR. I just waiting for the time to fulfill my dream. I love photography. With my olympus compact camera, there is not so much function that I can playing around like the manual camera. Uhu~.

Ohho. I got quiet a little bit shock when my new friend calling me for several times. Just imagine if it is 'him' (I need to forget him but still looking his pictures on my computer). Feel so nervous talking with him. Thank you friend. You really make my day.

Some kind what, fell the mood is growing better and better. Don't know why. Just imaginne that all my family is here with me.

Dizzy.

Feel unwell and I think I got not high fever after the sahur.

Just messaging with my new friend.

Feel so boring, doing nothing in the room. The room is so quiet.

Need somebody to talk with.

Friday. Every Friday usually there is no class since it is the day for the lecturers of my kuliyyah to have a meeting. So, I think it is the time for me to get a rest. I want to talk to someone but no one in my room. My other friends have their own activity with their family. May be it is the day we have no class, so they grab this opportunity to go back home. Hurm...what should I do?



Hari ini 1 Ramadhan. Ish, sapela yg xtau kan. Rasanya smua org pun tahu. Bulan ini juga digelar bulan berkat, bulan rahmat dan bulan keampunan. Di dlmnya terkandung byk kelebihan di mana pintu2 syurga dibuka dan pintu2 neraka ditutup serta syaitan2 diikat. Ha, maknanya jika kita melakukan kejahatan pd bln ini, itu bkn disebbkn godaan syaitan tetapi diri yg terlalu mengikut nafsu semata.

Yang bestnya, pd bln ni, setiap amalan yg dilakukan akan mendapat ganjaran pahala yg berlipat ganda. Sape yg xnk kn?

Kelebihan org yg berpuasa di bln Ramadhan :
1. Bau mulut lebih harum drpd bau minyak kasturi
2. Para malaikat selalu mendoakan dan memohon keampunan sehingga berbuka
3. Dosa diampuni Allah pd mlm terakhir (Lailatul Qadar)

Pada 1 Ramadhan ni, saya mula merasa ketenangan itu mengalir dlm diri ini, Alhamdulillah. Saya sudah tidak terlalu memikirkan 'dia' lg, ingatan terhadap 'dia' pn da mula berkurang. Syukur alhamdulillah di atas kurniaan yg diberikanNya. Semoga hal yg telah berlalu ini akan menjadi satu pengajaran terhadap diri saya. Tetapi, sy hanya mampu merancang, Allah yg menentukan. If satu hari nanti saya terlupa diri utk sekali lagi, saya memerlukan seorg kawan yg dapat mengingatkan diri ini. Amin~.

Saya harap awk ingat lg lagu yg saya bg kat awk nih. Lagu ni la bermulanya titik persahabatan kita.