I love you You love me
We're a happy family
With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you
Won't you say you love me too

I love you You love me
We're best friends like friends should be
With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you
Won't you say you love me too

Adeh~ sy rsa agak sukar nk adapt ngn environment laptop sy ni (maklumla baru lpas format).

Sbb apa format laptop?
Kan sy ni penternak virus yg berjaya. Faham2 je la kan kalo da terpaksa nk format tuh. Cmnela xdijangkiti virus...antivirus yg slalu update (thumbs up) tp xslalu scan laptop or pendrive (thumbs double down). Eh...xleh nk slahkn sratus pratus tau, virus tu pn semua dtg dr lab kesayangn kat kulliyah sy tu (Isk3! xbaik tuding jari...jgn wat cam ni lg tau, xelok).

Apa kaitannya ngn new environment?
Adeh~ dulu platform laptop sy ialah Vista Ultimate yg xbrp nk best (Walaupn xbest, sy suke!). Da tu, sy format gune XP la plak. Xkisah sebnanya gune XP ni, tp msalahnya byk kot software yg kna install smula utk FYP (kui3...pdan muka kamu). Pastu, bila da gune ni, ATI graphic dia xbrp nk sesuai ngn XP ni...so,stiap kali log in kt laptop, kna betulkan screen resolution dlu, baru semuanya nampak sharp. Da mcm2 setting nk wat dia sharp n xyah wat manual setiap kali bukak laptop tp dia degil gak. Sabarkan ajela...Nk xnk knala adapt gak kan. Eleh, dlu pn slalu gune XP gak...

Skarang ni, tetiba je sy rindukan sgt2 kat desktop sy yg kat umah tu. Rsa cam nk angkut balik cni la plak. Nk brangan jap... Hurm, bila gune desktop kesygn sy tu kan, rsanya sgt puas sbb screen dia yg agak besar n lebar, nk edit2 gambar pn rsa best la, apalagi kalo tgk movie. Kalo wat keje skola tu, semuanya nampak depan mata.

Haa...sudah la tu. Jgn nk berangan lg, okeyh. Skarang bkn msanya utk berangn. Byk kije kna buat.

Ya Allah...mgu dpn ada meeting ngn sir la plak. Nk bgtau ape ek kat sir? Ape progress kitorg ye? Nantikan taktik sy akan dtg pd hari Rabu. Taktik kononnya ada progress. Ekeke...

Mak ayah sy pnah pesan...jgn jadi budak nakal. Tp sy nakal gak. Cam ne ni? Tlg ubah sy bole x?

Assalamualaikum...
Sejak akhir2 ni, sy rsa asyik mengantuk je. Rsanya da ckup tdo da (eh! ye ke? hurm...xpastila). Cakap psal tdo nih, sy sgt suke tgk si kecil Ammar yg sdg tdo. Rsa tenang je hati ni bila tgk dia tdo. Tp, kita jgn lupa, ketenangan hati tu smua dr Allah. Sy teringat msa kecik2 g skolah agama, ustazah pnah gtau..."dgn mengingati Allah, hati akan tenang".


Bestnya tgk dia tdo...rsa cam tiada msalah je si kecil Ammar ni.
Kalo sy tdo...adakah masalah akan selesai?
Sy xingat kalo2 msa sy kcik2 dlu sy pnah tdo setenang ini.
Apa yg sy ingat...
kenakalan sy waktu kecil2 dlu.
Sampai ke besar ni sy still ingat lg ye...masih bole dibygkn kenakalan sy tu.
Bila diingat...
sy rsa cam nk kembali ke zaman itu
dan
menjadi bdk yg baik (eceeeh).
Rsa serba salah lg kat mak n ayah yg membesarkn sy yg nakal ini.



Walaupn tdo dlm kereta, Ammar tetap akan bergolek2 cam tdo atas tilam...
Heh...ini membuatkn sy pn mau tdur gak.
Isk3...sudah2 la tidurnya tu.
Byk lg yg perlu dilakukn, okeyh...

Haaa...dlm al-qur'an ada menyebutkn bhw Allah menidurkan 7 org pemuda selama 309 thn slpas lari drpd Maharaja Rom yg zalim. Apakah gelaran yg diberikan kpd pemuda2 itu? Hehe, rsanya semua da tau kan...mereka digelar Ashabul Kahfi...

I always want to be like him...smile with happiness...
When he is smiling...I am melting like the ice under the sun...

Arghh...what happened to me actually? I think...something wrong with me...My feeling...so so uncomfortable...sometimes happy n sometimes sad...don't know whether to smile or to cry. When I choose to smile...I feel it is a mistake to be that happy. And when I choose to be sad...I will cry unconditionally. And...now, I think I won't choose either one...I just want it in the middle.

To Ammar,
Mak Uda wants to be happy like u...always happy when it comes your time to be happy. And cry if you really sad when it comes to the right place to cry...